12-24-2008 - yeaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!

@íàñòðîåíèå: awesome! @ìóçûêà: hohoho:))
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11-27-2008 - San Francisco Night
Tonight I found myself walking through my neighborhood. I zipped up my hoodie, looked down at my black and white flats shuffling across the sidewalk, dodging puddles from the street cleaners. I noticed the fog came in early, casting shadows from the lightposts, stretching across the air like a orange glow.
The air is not yet freezing but chilled me down to the core.
I took in deep breaths. I feel alive. Or as close as I can to feeling alive, these past few months I have been riding on the line. Close to miserable and lonely, but not quite there. I feel like I have taken a step back from that line tonight. I smiled to myself counting the blocks till I took a turn left onto Funston
I am supposed to go across town into the Mission and meet Jillian at El Rio, but I am not quite sure I should or I want to. I want to take pictures, see friends, and capture something of this city. I wouldnt mind a late night walk through the fog. Walking alone while the streets are somewhat asleep.
I feel like I once again need him with me. Maybe if even for an hour. I don't think it is possible to hate someone as much as I hate him, yet mourn them as much as I mourn for him.
Being alive makes the death of someone, something, feel like life.
And I feel it. And it isn't bad at all.
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10-27-2008 - !!!
"People don;t keep journals for themselves. They keep them for other people, like a secret they don't want to tell but they want everyone to know." — Marilyn Manson
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10- 3-2008 - sp
"Once we believe in ourselves, we can risk curiosity, wonder,
spontaneous delight, or any experience that reveals the human spirit.”

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09-23-2008 - At the height of laughter.........
"At the height of laughter, the universe is flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities." @ìóçûêà: DragonForce
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09-21-2008 - Journey
Our lives intensified, mutation, frustration,
Ever lasting lifetime in beyond the world,
We'll travel endlessly, they're moving, he's jointed,
One man can understand his sad misery.

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09-16-2008 - mmm
"Beauty pleases the eyes only; Sweetness of disposition charms the soul."

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09-11-2008 - ...
"We are all full of weakness and errors; let us mutually pardon each other our follies"

@ìóçûêà: sodom
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09- 8-2008 - joke
Q: How do you make a blonde laugh on Saturday?
A: Tell her a joke on Wednesday.


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09- 4-2008 - flowfriends

In joy or sadness, flowers are our constant friends.
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My Cemetery
Each feeling should die. Sooner or later. This cemetery of my feelings and desires. Left in history, but remained in my mind...
Far from life:
• The Cemetery
• About my grave
• Memories
• Email
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